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Why do you hate me?
All I've tried to do is get you to love me
But you keep rejecting me.
I lay awake searching my mind to get an answer
But I still can't figure it out.
I loved you then and I love you now
But you laugh at me then use me
And I'm expected to be okay with it.
What have I done?
Oh mama, please answer.
I know I'm not the prettiest or
The brightest. I know I'm
Nothing but a regret to you
But why?
All my childhood I grew up thinking
I'm suppose to be a Barbie and
Be girly so I did.
I'm sorry for whatever I've done.
Please don't be mad at me anymore.
I'm sorry for all the arguments.
What was I suppose to do when you
Tried hitting me? I'm sorry for not
Letting you hurt me, mama.
What have I done?
Oh mama, please answer.
I know I'm not the prettiest or
The brightest. I know I'm
Nothing but a regret to you
But why?
I remember happier days back
When things were simpler and money wasn't an issue.
I try to look at it from your
Point of view and I guess I was
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This reminds me of the saying: "The spoils of war." Where do I begin? There are so many things I absolutely adore about the technique(s...

One word: beautiful. I love the way the rays of light are coming from behind the clouds. I also like the contrast of the light and dark...



Sorry I haven't been on here for a while. I've been busy between work and just about everything else. Two of my cats died, Houdini and Kitty. We don't know what happened to them. One day they were ok and the next, they weren't. Daniel and I got into a fairly bad argument and almost broke up. Mom is getting worse. My grandmothers house went up for sale after a year. I found two new anime's. Dad might be leaving mom. It's pretty much been one thing after another and there's also the chance our call center might be closing because AT&T have their heads so far up their ass', they're being unreal about what they expect on every call and because they're being overzealous and they're expecting waaaaaaay too much from every fucking agent they have, almost all of the agents in the building are getting fed up pretty quick about the changes and the way AT&T is acting.
I'm getting off here to go to bed.  


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Stephanie Perkins
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm a person with a love and passion for creativity who's heart finds beauty in the dark and negative places. I'm someone armed with a brush and pencil and a mind that never stops and hands that are preparded to create beauty and make conflict. I am an artist.


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daianaramona Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for watching:)
Andrei-Azanfirei Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
Happy Birthday! :cake:
be-a-sin Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorrrry for the very late reply...
Thanks for the :+fav: on Owl! :)
If you like my work, you can like my facebook page or visit my website!
Monostache Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks so much for adding my Princess Luna and Celestia earrings to your favorites! Please consider liking my Facebook, where I share lots of stuff about my crafts, art, cosplay, and general tips/thoughts. I also have lots of giveaways, the next one happening once I get 1000 likes on the Facebook page. : )

Also, to celebrate my upcoming wedding, I'm having a promotion for 5% off all orders made in my shop with use of the coupon code WEDDINGBELLS when checking out in my shop~ : )
cutmore Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Fav.
fotografka Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for :iconfavbomb-plz::huggle:

I want to invite you to like my facebook fanpage :facebook: if you can:… :typerhappy:

If you want you could also visit my photo-project blog: 365-lucky-photo-days.blogspot.… :typerhappy:

I'm very sorry for the late thank you, but when I went to college (law) I have completely no time for anything. I hope you understand :)

If you want you could give me some points on my new Premium Membership :please:
EPIllustrations Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hi, thank you so much for the fav Heart
Sweetlylou Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the :+fav: ! :iconhappysunenjoysplz: :iconpinkballoonplz:
jumpmetal Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav:happybounce: 
CaptainNC Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav on "A Turning Point" :D
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